Thursday 29 October 2015

A Short Story for Halloween

A Great Guy

There’s a damp chill in the air as I sit in my battered throne, wide-eyed, smiling… presiding. Such a good vantage point to watch the firework display.
The crowds are gathering in their families now. Small children brandishing wands of neon light, giggling as they leave brief imprints of lime green, turquoise and pink against the twilight sky.
There’s a buzz in the atmosphere, a buzz of bonhomie and expectation. The man with the microphone welcomes everyone and there is an excited hush. A fanfare of drums and trumpets and overhead, a dozen rockets explode, showering spangles of red, green and gold.
I look on, wide eyed and grinning, recollecting the night I was showered with spangles of light.

It was late evening, after the groups of children had returned home laden with ghostly chocolates, cakes oozing with strawberry and lime jam, slithery gum shapes of worms and snakes.

Thunk…thunk…thunk…

Considering myself to be a great guy, I opened my door for the last time to a lone figure dressed in a dark wool habit, his face half concealed by the over large hood. A faint aroma of overcooked cabbage and stale urine pervaded the hallway.
“Trick or treat?” he rasped.
“Sorry mate. No can do. I’m clean out of sweets now… Bye.”
I started to close the door when he spoke again.
“Trick or Treat?”
“Look. I can’t give you anything. Okay?”
He stared at me, spittle gathering on his thin lips, then slowly, he raised a gnarled hand, pointing his dirt ingrained fingertip towards me, “No treats? Then it would be customary to play a trick.”
I looked at him expectantly.
“I am, by trade, a Metamorpher.”
“’Scuse me?”
“A Metamorpher. I change things…centaurs, fauns, harpies… That was me in my youth.”
“You’re mad!” I tried to close the door again.
He glared at me with ancient rheumy eyes. “No! You must pay the price!!”
He drew his mouth back into a reptilian smile, “Let me demonstrate.”
He blew icy, putrid breath. The air around me shimmered, swaddling me with sparks of blue, lilac and silver, swirling around to a suffocating cocoon of light. Light suffusing my pores, my ears, my mouth...burning…burning… burning.
With morbid fascination I watched my reflection in the hall mirror. My face bloating. My cheeks puffing out, stretching and stretching to a glossy sheen. My lips pulled tightly, pulling so taut my mouth became a cavernous grin. My eyes widening in horrified disbelief.
Scales of skin flaked from my bones, floating up and away to the stars outside. My bones creaking as they crackled and splintered to a myriad straws. Rustling, my arms sprung level with shoulders and legs sprung wide from their shoes. I tottered, wobbled…backwards, forwards, precariously balancing on wicker tips. The visitor caught me, deftly swivelling me round, lifting and tossing me unceremoniously back first into his wheelbarrow outside. All the time I was grinning, the corners of my mouth pinned back, my face flushed to a bright orange.

I was left in a shed, forgotten, waiting…until today when the door opened. Bright light blinded me, but I couldn’t blink. I couldn’t frown. I smirked instead.
I was fastened into a chair, my backbone snapped so I could sit straight, and I watched the pile of wood grow higher. Bracken, branches, fencing…it would be a tremendous fire, my funeral pyre.
He said it was a trick. Tricks are supposed to be an illusion right? This isn’t an illusion. I am grasping at straws. I am straw.

The firework show is over and they have lit the fire. There is still a buzz in the atmosphere, a buzz of bonhomie and expectation, yet I, the chief spectator, am more petrified than I’ve ever been. Everyone is looking up at me. They think I am a great Guy dressed in my contemporary finery; Ted Baker jeans, ghoulish All Saints tee shirt, stone coloured cardigan and a jaunty black bowler hat. I like to look good. I smile back with my inane expression of wide eyed humour.
The wind whips up, fanning the flames higher. It won’t rain tonight. A loose sheet of newspaper flies up… flapping… fluttering, alighting on my face, gently as a butterfly.  I scan the article. It’s about a missing person, a local man. I recognise the photograph immediately, and my stomach crawls with a thousand caterpillars. The photograph is me.


Monday 26 October 2015

SmutUK


On Saturday 24th October I went to Manchester to attend a Smut Uk convention at the Bangkok Bar and Restaurant. It was a super day with lots of talks and things to buy. I had a wonderful time choosing some very provocative jewelry from the Nippleicious stall. Check out their website at www.nippleicious.co.uk
It was great for me to meet other authors and for anyone out there who loves really dark erotica The Perfect Submissive trilogy by Kay Jaybee is an absolutely fantastic read. I couldn't put these books down.  

Saturday 3 October 2015

The Clock of Tranquility

Now the nights are growing longer, I love spending an extra ten minutes or so snuggled under my duvet before getting up. As I love the works of Edward Monkton, I wrote this 50 word story as a homage to his writing style

The Clock of Tranquillity

“Good Morning. It is six thirty,” says the Clock.
I open one eye, “So I must get up now?”
“No, you must stay in bed a little longer to
THINK about getting up.”
“But I will be LATE!”
“Yes, but you will be more BEAUTIFUL!”
With that, I sighed contentedly.


Tuesday 8 September 2015

A Gentleman's review of For Want of a Shoe

Hello

For Want of a Shoe is still proving to be very popular. To date 50 copies have been sold on Amazon and I have been receiving some great feedback.
I want to share with you a lovely review given by one of my male colleagues;


"Read this book with an open mind.
Experience pain from the cane as it whips against Abigail's buttocks and feel the resultant lasting sting.
The excitement as Lester's warm hand travels up Abigail's thigh, climbing over the stocking-top and sidling up against the suspender on its way to the land of ultimate pleasure.
This book has been well written and researched right down to the last detail. Excitement bubbles over and you are left licking your lips, waiting for  Deana Carroll's next offering!

E C Stacey Liverpool "




http://www.beatentrackpublishing.com/forwantofashoe




Please keep sending in your reviews!

Deana

Thursday 20 August 2015

Sunday 16 August 2015

Book Launch at Write Blend

The book launch at Write Blend on 14th August went really well. Thank you so much to my closest friends, my friends from the Formby Writers Club and also from the Poetry events at the Bier House at St Peter's Church. Most of all  a big thank you to Tony Higginson  who hosted the evening and compiled a great CD comprising all the songs he could think of that related to Red Shoes.
I think everybody thoroughly enjoyed the atmosphere there and we are hoping to hold a repeat session in about a months time.

Sunday 9 August 2015

Launch on 7th August

What a weekend! Friday 7 August was my very first book launch. I had a great turnout with loads of support from my friends at work. They even bought me gorgeous bouquet of deep red roses from that S & M store (oops - should have said M&S!)

One of the ladies who visited was none other than the mum of the guy who runs McGuffies. I was very, very touched.  Thank you so much for your support. Afterwards we all trooped to this wonderful establishment and drank Jimmy Choo cocktails to celebrate!
Next week on 14th I will be having a further book launch at WriteBlend in South Road, Waterloo. It promises to be a great evening with lots of fizzy, nibbles and cake.

Wednesday 29 July 2015

A further book launch will be held at WriteBlend, South Road Waterloo at 7.00pm Friday 14th August. I know that it's going to be a great atmosphere!

Wednesday 22 July 2015

Book Launch

1st book launch of For Want of a Shoe will be at First National Wine Bar, James Street, Liverpool
16:00 to 18:00
Should be very exciting!


Sunday 19 July 2015

Hello

Ebooks of For Want of a Shoe going well - so far twelve copies sold and two amazing reviews!!

I have just ordered a consignment of books and will be organising a book launch as soon as possible.

I am just so excited - I never thought for one moment that I would become a published author. Now I hope that many people enjoy what I decided to write!

Deana

Friday 3 July 2015




Hi Folks !

My book will be launched on Amazon this week and should be available in hard copy in about two weeks time.

I am so excited!!

 What girl wouldn’t fall for a beautiful pair of designer shoes?
Inspired by The Red Shoes by Hans Christian Andersen, this story relates how Abigail Lloyd couldn’t resist purchasing a pair of Jimmy Choos and unwittingly kick-started a whole series of events that would change her life.
Her cosy relationship with her partner Colin French fell apart as she was drawn into an unrequited love affair with her charismatic new boss, Lester Hammond.
Loaded with sensuality, ‘For Want of a Shoe’ will keep you hooked right to the very last page.  

I really hope that you like this story. If you do please let your friends know!

Deana

Wednesday 20 May 2015

Hello

Hello

I am so excited with this blogsite and I have enclosed a poem and a story as a taster of some of my work. They are copyrighted to me but if you like them, please let your friends enjoy them too!

Will keep you posted about my forthcoming book "For Want of a Shoe" which Beaten Track Publishing  are producing for me.

Happy reading

Deana

Tuesday 19 May 2015

A Sea Encounter - A short story to enjoy

A Sea Encounter

Tony stood on the ship’s deck, gazing out into the misty darkness. The sea was as calm as a millpond, and there was a bitter chill in the air. He strained his ears. He thought he could hear a haunting melody across the sea. He shook his head. What was he thinking of ? There was absolutely nothing out there. It must be whale song.
He turned his thoughts to his own special friend back home in England. She would so love it out here. She would more than likely whinge about the cold and in return he would tease her about how he would warm her up.
He felt his trousers tighten at the thought of her naked body next to his, and remained a little longer on the deck, reminiscing over their last encounter together, before deciding to turn to turn in for the night.
Back in his cabin, he quickly undressed, methodically layering his clothes on the chair, before luxuriating under the hot spray of his shower.  He padded back to his room, rubbing himself briskly with a towel and stopped short. A young woman, dressed in a wet green shift, lay across his bed, casually playing with a tendril of her long blond hair.
“What are you doing here? Who are you?”  
She looked at him quizzically, raising an eyebrow. She touched her throat to indicate that she couldn’t speak. Tony quickly wrapped his towel around his waist and pulled another bathsheet from the overhead cupboard to wraparound the girl.  She was ice cold to the touch. He gently took one of her tiny hands in his to warm, and the girl smiled at him in appreciation.
She leaned closer towards him and delicately wrapped her thin arms around his neck, pulling his head towards her upturned face. She had a vague scent of musk and seawater, which totally intoxicated Tony. He couldn’t resist her embrace. He pulled her body into his, noting her lack of undergarments, and with mounting excitement lifted her flimsy garment off her elfin frame, to transfer his lips to her ivory white breasts.
The girl sighed with ecstasy and tugged at the towel tucked around Tony’s midriff, to expose his erection. Tentatively she stroked him with ice cold fingertips. Tony groaned with pleasure as she sidled down his chest to lick and suck his body, digging her sharp fingernails into his strong thighs, until he exploded into her mouth.
He felt a cold hand stroke his forehead and a soft breeze around him before falling into a deep sleep. When he awoke some hours later, the girl had disappeared. Perplexed, he searched around his cabin, the small bathroom and the narrow corridor outside, but there was no sign of her. He wandered back to his room trying to make sense of his strange experience to take a further shower before retiring to bed again.
The following night, Tony awoke with a start. The same girl had returned to his room and had pulled his duvet away from his naked body to arouse him. She knelt beside him, watching him with pale green eyes. Tony stared back, enchanted  by her expression.  She put her index finger to her lips, to indicate he should relax then lowered her head to encase his erection into her cold mouth.
Again, Tony could not resist her advances and closed his eyes to submit to the most exquisite pleasure. After his orgasm, he felt a vague fishy aroma waft over him and the girl appeared to fade from view. He felt far more exhausted this time and almost automatically succumbed to a deep dreamless sleep.
Over the next few nights, Tony continued to be woken from sleep by this femme fatale, who seemed intent on drinking as much of his ejaculate as possible. He was powerless to resist her touch and felt totally violated by her presence. On each occasion, he seemed to be increasingly sapped of his strength, as though she was extracting his blood at the same time.
“Tony, what ‘s going on? Why is there such a fishy pong in our room?”
Tony looked at his roommate, Paul. Although they shared the same room, they worked alternate shifts so afforded each other complete privacy when they needed to sleep.
“I don’t know mate. This is going to sound totally ridiculous, but I’m being haunted by a freezing cold girl in a wet dress !”
“How long?”
“Must be about a week now. Yeah… I remember the sea was incredibly still and I thought I could hear whales in the distance. The next thing, when I went back to the cabin, there was this girl lying on my bunk. She didn’t speak … well I thought she was dumb.”
Paul took a deep breath, “You know, I think you’re being visited by a sea witch."
“Seawitch?”
“Seawitch, Siren. Nasty things. Once they latch onto you, it’s very hard to shake ‘em off. They absolutely love the taste of semen.”
“Semen?”
“Yes. Apparently it’s full of protein and very good for their throats. They have the most incredible singing voices.”
“I thought that they lured sailors to their deaths?”
“No, not in these parts. What they do is wear a man down ‘til he goes stir crazy or impotent.”
“Well how did this one find me?”
“Dunno mate. Can you remember what you were thinking about that night?”
“Nothing in particular, only that  I was missing the company of a very good friend.”
“Female?”
“Just a bit.”
Well that’s your answer. These sirens pick up thoughts like radar. When the conditions are just right, they can sense the presence of a red blooded male and just home in on you. Why do you think half the men on board on here seem to be gay? They’re acting that way to protect themselves.”
Tony looked at Paul in disbelief.
“Tony, trust me on this, in these parts, people are very superstitious. I’ve known builders in Iceland to make nighty degree bends in roads to avoid disturbing a tree  just because it belongs to a Fairy.”
“Okay then. So how do I get rid of this siren?”
“Trolls.”
“Trolls? This is becoming a joke!”
Paul puffed his chest out indignantly. “The Norwegians take Trolls very, very seriously. They scare away most spirits.”
“Yeah, right. And how exactly am I supposed to summon up a Troll?!!”   
 “You don’t need to do that. Ideally a large toy troll that you see in the Norwegian shops would do the trick. Sirens are like bats. Because they live in the sea, their vision is quite poor but they get around by using a radar perception. It’s enough to confuse them into thinking it’s the real thing.”
“It may have escaped your notice, but we are right in the middle of the sea and not due to go back into port for at least another fortnight,” Tony sarcastically retorted.
“Hmm… See what you mean. Perhaps we could download pictures of Trolls from the internet?”
“You’re off your rocker!” Tony snapped. “Look, I’ve got to get going. I’m just going to have to think this through.”
After Tony had finished his shift, he spent some time on the internet gleaning what he could about Norwegian folklore. People reacted to mythological entities out of fear of the unknown and fear tended to breed hostility. He certainly wasn’t scared of his nocturnal visitor, but he found her presence very disturbing. If Paul was correct and the Sirens could understand thought messages, he would try to communicate with her tonight. 

He returned to his cabin and relaxed on his bunk, contemplating on what he would say. He wrinkled his nose. The familiar marine odour heralded the shimmering presence of the Sea Siren.
As she manifested into view, Tony concentrated his thoughts to instruct her to stay where she was, at the end of his bed. She quietly acquiesced, so Tony, encouraged by his breakthrough, attempted to convey that he didn’t welcome her visits.
He could tell from her downcast expression, she was disappointed in this reaction to her. Tony then indicated that the smell in the room was equally unpleasant and visualised a large bouquet of roses. The Siren’s face lit up as she grasped what he was trying to convey. She raised her hands palm upwards and closed her eyes in deep concentration. A gentle breeze suddenly enveloped around him, scenting the air with a heady, exotic floral fragrance.
Tony nodded his approval to this tiny sea witch, and in response, she tiptoed towards him to kiss him on the forehead. As she leant her face towards his, Tony, struck by her childlike vulnerability, tilted his head upwards to kiss her inviting lips, not realising that he had been bewitched into a further seduction.  
Within seconds, he unzipped his jeans to allow himself to be fondled, kissed and stimulated to orgasm. He could almost feel the sea witch purring with self -satisfaction over her duplicity, as she gulped down his ejaculate.
Tony was exhausted when she disappeared. He normally relished the mellow , soporific feeling immediately after he had made love, but this was so different. Blood pounding in his temples and gripped by a cold clamminess coursing throughout his body, he tried to quell the urge to vomit.
Outside, there was a rapid knocking on his cabin door, and he could hear his boss, Mark, calling his name.
Tony groaned to himself and pulled his duvet across his body to cover his dignity, before the door was thrust open.
“What is going on here? This room stinks!” Mark gasped, as he stepped into the cabin. He studied Tony, visibly shocked at the ashen pallor of his face against the deep black circles developing under his eyes.
“You look rough. Are you okay?”
“I’ve been better,” Tony  muttered. “Could you get me a glass of water?”
Mark opened the porthole to let in some fresh air, then filled a tumbler with water.
I heard Paul asking the lads if anyone had a troll he could borrow, and when I asked him what he needed it for, he told me that you had a visitor.”
“That’s one way of putting it.” Tony gratefully sipped his water.  “A sea woman, siren, whatever you want to call her, seems to be haunting me. Whenever she appears, she abuses my body and I can’t resist her.”
Mark drew in his breath and gave out a low whistle. “I’ve heard of sirens, but to tell you the truth, I thought they were extinct. From what I do know, this is serious. Siren’s have a voracious appetite for men. They don’t leave them alone until they’re totally incapacitated. Once you can’t satisfy her, she’ll move on to the next man and then the next. They reckon that’s exactly what happened on the Marie Celeste. They’ve never been able to prove it, but what did happen to the crew of that ship?”
“Thanks for the vote of confidence. So what do you suggest? Paul seemed to think that trolls were the answer.”
“Paul’s been watching too much Doctor Who. We’re talking deities here and they’re in a completely different league.”
“Can’t you abandon the trip?”
“Only as a very last resort and I don’t want the rest of the crew to start a mass panic. There’s too much riding on this trip. Look… I’m signing you off sick and I’ll move Paul to another cabin for his own safety. Can you keep this to yourself and I’ll have a word with Paul?”
“No problem.”
“Look, I’ve gotta go, but I’ll look in on you later.” Mark stood up and opened the door. “We’ll work something out,” winking optimistically as he left.
*
As soon as the door closed, Tony heaved himself out of his bunk, staggering to the small bathroom to take a long hot steaming shower. He knew he should eat something but this permeating fish odour was nauseating. He changed into fresh clothes and left the cabin to make his way to the deck. It was unusually quiet. Tony surmised his fellow shift workers must be working in the lab below deck and relished the peace.
A slight gust of wind swirled around him and then a familiar icy touch. The girl, in her wet green dress, stood next to him again.
“Please,” Tony pleaded, “leave me alone…not here…please.”
He gripped the railings, arching his back as icy fingers deftly tugged down his tracksuit bottoms and boxer shorts before rapidly pleasuring him to orgasm.
His stomach and guts violently contracted causing Tony to scream out as he twisted his body to retch into the sea below. His knees suddenly buckled as he collapsed to the deck clutching his stomach, before falling into unconsciousness.
He awoke sometime later, tucked in between clean sheets in the sickbay, his boss Mark , watching him from the chair opposite.
“How are you?”
“Dreadful. That woman is killing me,” Tony groaned.
“Hang on in there. I’ve thought of  something that may just do the trick.” Mark leant over, placing a large jar of honey on the bedside table.
“Honey? How’s that going to help?”
“Well, I got to thinking…Back home, when me and my girl get together, she really gets off using spray cream on my loving tackle – sweetens the taste and all that. Well, this siren really likes the salty taste so maybe she doesn’t like sweet things. If you remember, honey is the food of the Gods and years ago the Sirens lost a singing competition to the Muses and so were banished to the sea. Stands to reason they should hate the taste of honey.”
“Well I haven’t many other options have I? Okay, clear off now. I don’t need an audience!”
“I’ll be right outside. I’m not going anywhere.” Mark reassured.
Tony pulled back his cotton sheet and generously smeared his genitals with the honey.
“C’mon  Sweetheart. Look what Tony’s got for you,” he invited.
Within seconds the siren shimmered into view, giggling with glee as she saw Tony waiting for her.
She studied his body before delicately touching him.
“Go on, “ Tony encouraged, “this is going to be really nice for you.”
She bent down to sniff the stcky goo and pulled away.
“Please, Tony persisted. “It will be really nice. Trust me.”
The siren lowered her head again, greedily encasing his erection with her mouth, savouring the new flavour before pulling away, shrieking with shock.
Tony watched with morbid fascination, as she whirled around the room in anguish, her features putrefying into green slime splattering the walls, ceiling and floor.His stomach heaved with the overwhelming stench, his heart palpitating at the grotesque spectacle.
Mark burst back in the room, recoiling at the scene. He propped the door open and surveyed the room again. “I guess you could call that a result! How are you buddy boy?”
Tony looked at him, his mouth twitching into a grin, before responding, “Could do with a long hot shower followed by a very cold lager. Thanks mate!”
The End
 



Attraction - A Poem to enjoy


Attraction

Music playing softly,
He gently takes my hand;
Pulls my hips closer to him,
Swaying slowly to the band.

Was that seconds, hours, days before
I was enticed into his lair?
Hypnotised by seductive eyes,
Whilst playing with my hair.

My thoughts were numb with pleasure,
As garments layered on the ground.
Acquiescing to his will,
Breathing, my only sound.

As he kissed my body,
And caressed with tender fingers,
My senses all explode with joy;
My King of Cunnilingus.


                                                    Deana Carroll

Sunday 10 May 2015

The Back Story

Behind every story there is always a back story and this is mine.

I married in the early eighties. It was a time of innocence and naivety, which seems inconceivable today. Fourteen years later, I was still just as naïve about life and also incredibly unhappy, so I plucked up the courage to divorce and launch myself into a very unknown future. It was like throwing a pack of cards up in the air and not knowing how they would land, but willing them to fall in a much more favourable way.

I met a man who completely swept me off my feet. He had a great body, super job and the most amazing affect on me. I was totally besotted. He was much more guarded about his emotions. His job was all consuming and he didn't want to be committed to a newly divorced woman with two young children.

I couldn't forget him though. I stayed in touch, writing poems and stories to him to hold his interest in me. Once or twice a year, we would meet up and fireworks would ensue! That relationship lasted for fifteen years. "Silly girl," you might say. "That man was using you!"

Maybe he did. Maybe he loved the thrill of meeting a woman who would be overjoyed to see him. But he gave me the space I needed to find myself.

I lived like a wild child in those early years of divorce; lapping up compliments about my figure and growing in my own personal self confidence. Girls, Gok Wan was so on the money when he made the Channel 4 series "How to Look Good Naked." He oozed compliment after compliment, and boy did it have the desired affect. His ladies positively glowed because he made them feel so good about themselves.

In 2012, I suffered symptoms of double vision and extreme fatigue, and despite wearing glasses with prisms to combat the double vision, I was too exhausted to work; my limbs became very heavy and there were days when I could hardly walk.

They were scary times for me, so I turned to my writing for distraction. I had a story I had started years ago but abandoned after a couple of chapters. This time the ideas flowed...

 My condition was eventually diagnosed as myasthenia gravis and as soon as I started taking the prescribed medication, my health rapidly improved, I returned to work and life was back to normal.
Only, not quite normal as I was now obsessed with finishing the story I had started... "For Want of a Shoe"

And for those of you who like great fairytale endings, I am thrilled to let you know I have been in a very stable relationship with a wonderful, wonderful man and I am wearing the most sparkly diamond engagement ring!